And then, amidst tears, I heard his voice. Soft, loving, and gentle telling me I needed to share and to seek help for me to find my somethings. At first, I denied it for several weeks; I mean who really likes to admit they need help but then I heard him again. It was still loving and gentle telling me I needed to change and grow and I needed to talk through some issues to find my something.
So, I called. I called and made an appointment with a Christian counselor. I have met with her twice and we have named several of my somethings : shame and self image. I am dealing with these somethings by using God's truths.
Not long after I made the call to the counselor I was walking and heard a song by Addison Road called "Change in the Making." I cried (this time happy tears) because this song was me, well, and you too. We are all a change in the making. We are all trying to be a better version for the sake of Christ. We are all under construction. I love that. I mean really love that! I am forever grateful that we have a Heavenly Father who is loving, gentle, and extremely patient to making me who He wants me to be. Click below to listen to the song "Change in the Making."
So, this is Sarah under construction (but still with a smile) :) My pride is being broken and He is chipping away at what I don't need. I am a change in the making.
How are you changing? What is God chipping away in you?
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We are all changing and as long as we allow Him to chip away at us, we are on the right road. He's been doing the same thing with me and while it's not always easy, I believe it is for the best.
ReplyDeleteI can relate to the "chipping away at what I don't need". Painful at times, but good and freeing. Great lyrics!
ReplyDeleteOh, goodness. I feel like I'm always under construction, but, you know, I don't know that I would have it any other way. So proud and amazed by the steps you are taking.
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